a good sign

there are times in my life when I truly wish I was capable of curling up into a little ball and disappearing.....this is one of those moments....I know on many levels that what I am currently experiencing in my life is a good thing and that these changes will serve my highest good....but that doesn't stop the pain I am feeling.....some people call it drama and perhaps they are right but I like to look at it with gratitude because I know that this pain is simply a universal acknowledgment that I still love deeply.....that I am still capable of love........I take this as a very good sign..........but it doesn't take away the profound sadness I feel in this moment........tired and sad and lonely on a level no one should ever have to experience